REMEMBERING

I was going to start my story. Recent days, I went to SVD'S HOMESTEAD for a spiritual retreat with my friends. It is a very beautiful place

Actually we all can't wait any longer for this trip. I have prepared for it.

just a little promotion for a DKNY jeans.

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We were estatic about this event! We went there by bus. We reached the place in 2 hours. We were really amazed with the place and the interior. The scenery was really beautiful. it didn't look like we're in Indonesia. Indonesia has been really beautiful but the master plan of the urban area seems ruin that. 
THIS IS DIFFERENT , not too natural actually but not too modern. The weather is good and not too hot like in Jakarta. It's quite silent and cool. A little remote place for meditation
because words cannot describe beauty, here are some photos of heaven on earth

the place we stayed for 3 days!

101, a dalmation or Lol room?

going for a walk to "BETLEHEM" with crocs.

hmmm is it a retreat house?

I just love trees

an English style house

how my friend having fun by taking pose

"white house" this the hall of meeting

garden

"the station of the cross" or via dolorasa

They were taken in the last day. Thank you so much for the amazing time and lessons here!
Actually it's all about self-projection toward a successful future( for students now it means to pass the UNAS well).

All events here are inspiring but the only reason it's disturbing is the "crying session" We were gathered in room and then we heard a true story about us against our parents. 
Many friends of mine were crying. hummm It doesn't mean I'm senseless or don't love my parents but I think parents always want their children smile. How can we make them smile if we're crying babies?
Don't cry here and regret but improve my attitude toward them and say sorry. Keep them smiling and do not hurt them.
Better than cry now and do the same thing again toward your parents.

By the way here me with my newest photoshoot.

nothing much to say but this is a blend between feminine and masculine. Ah really hope this jacket my from leather. I think it will rock more.


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#weeklgiveaway and amazing pieces from OASAP!
SHOES - FURRY STUFFS - COAT

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Skull And Bones

It has been a really exhausting week. And it's getting harder to take photo. Halloween is approaching and I'm going to be mainstream taking skull and bones from the grave to be my halloween accessories

We don't have the spooky ambeience here but it would be a very scary week! There will be 2 exams each day nonstop in this week. Moreover, I have to coordinate my teamworks. I hope I'll be lucky enough to take care of them.

I got this cute skull and bones tights less than IDR100/ $10!

COLE TOP-SCL SWEATER-GIFTED SHORTS- SKULLANDBONES TIGHTS-CONVERSE SNEAKERS

I don't like November schedule, it's threatening students with lots of events.

I'm reading a good oldies, well it's not a really oldie after all, Sophie's world from Jostein Gaarder. Open your mind wider with this book, a great blend of mystery, history, philosophy and fantasy !

There are many great people with their wise mind and opinion, a book which speak up your questions

My wishlist is what I wore then from Topshop! Amazing collection that you can find!

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BLOOMING IN AUTUMN

Big sorry for late post. I'm currenty spending time reading books. Well, diving in a book makes my imagination flies. Here me with my floral top.

I borrowed this book from my friend, "Her Fearful Symmetry". I think she's obsessed with ghost and mystery related story now. The books that I borrowed from her has such a depressive ambience. Interesting but the end of the story(previous book:ghostgirl) is less satisfying. I heard that they would have another sequel. Looking forward for this book:)
And really sorry if I there are some mistakes in my posts and also not-polite action in this cyberworld, so sorry, I beg you forgiveness:)

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Margaretha

Chrismation sacrament is the last initiation sacrament in Catholic church.

I was not really well-prepared. St.Antonius Padua church and my school organized this chrismation sacrament preparation. Chrism sacrament is well-knowned as a sacrament towards maturity creed. All Catholic students that minimal 13 years old in my school were participating. The lesson-time was not really well-scheduled and inclined too fast.
The lesson was  about the holy spirit and how to be mature in creed.  I think the schedule made the lesson was less potential for the chrismation candidates as it was delegated every friday after school in a small class filled with the less motivated sweaty candidates(There are 100 people in maximal-capacity-50-people-class ).

I hope after receiving new name,Margaretha, a martyr that once again killed because of religion, I came out as a brave person. The thoughtfulness of this initiation is the candidates attracted more to the status. Well, many people can easily acts religious, quoting what is written in bible. Anyway I spotted there are 2 same things of all religion. Directing human to God and teaching kindness, affection and love. Sadly, what people learn from religion isn't affect much of their life. They can say easily "forgive" but they also wish "karma" for them. Forgiving doesn't wish karma of what they've done :s


And here my cute oasap highwaisted skirt with my tanktop that still a part of a cropped top

my crop top colour is... still confuse to determine whether it is scarlet,pink,red fanta, or what ?

These photos got random filter because some photos were not really well-captured. Still can't have outdoor photosession. It is really hot outside. I might collapse sweating with my new top

As you know this cute skirt is sold at oasap.com . I spotted the other collection of them too. Amazing! visit them too here: clickme

 

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Believe Love Chemi-stripes

Hello everyone

 I feel rather depressed when writting this. What do you feel after trying really hard and fail again? sigh. I always release it by eating too much. I'm gonna be a glutton I think. Miscommunication always happens when I try to tell someone what I really want. I don't know why its really hard to express something recently.

I'm really weak at volley and I got 65 for it. I need at least 80 to cover up that score. My math score is even worse. I dont think I don't understand the matter as math always making sense to me. But I dont understand how my teacher evaluate it. My friends protest the math teacher because of this illogical valuatian and demand our class teacher to change the math teacher. Actually they'd never objected the math teacher by themselves. I think changing teacher without telling him what's his fault is rude(Although I hate his illogical valuation too)
So what should I do now? My score is below the default score.

  Anyway we always have many things that make us happy too. Here are some things that make me happy

too big but... Okay!

Loki<3

Btw sorry for some craps in my posts. I think its really hard to keep something stay posting something good. Many people always post something good, some always post something awful, some post something craps in the beginning then it becomes better and some do it vice versa

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The Obstinate Creature

Hello everyone.I think I have irrelevant title for post again. Anyway I will commence this post about what I'll do in the future.I want to have a freelance job that doesn't bind me with deadlines.
I think I want to be an indepedent designer and has my own brand. Anyway maybe I have to start it by working in other style-company and make designs for certain brands. But I believe I will free at last and get sufficient money to start my label.
In my dream, I want to have a cafe too. I'll name it "puke rainbow"! Okay I think We will talk about my dream in other opportunity. Here I wanna share my favorite fashionable girlband, F(X)

Newest album of f(x) is really beat up! I love the music and the fashion too. What a simple and great mix 'n match. Many people consider SNSD and 2ne1 as the most fashionable girlband. But I think you need to watch electric shock MV and see how many outfits they wore and how stylish it is. Really appropriate to teen's fashion

Krystal! Love your way to tuck in the front part of your top and let the back part out

You rock it up too SULLI!

Cant say anything . Really love how she tied her loose tee at her back. I once did it and my parents thought I was freak but they said that It was cool too. You clear it up Krystal! Thats fashion!

By the way I went to TMII, but I couldn't go to the technology museum cause I and my friends were left by my friend's father that brought car. So enjoy the nearby museum!

Me with my friends , at reptile museum, touching a phyton

I don't like this poisonous snake. but its colour is really colourblocking!<3

she is so cute! I mean the snake

I was wearing my favorite sheery stuff covered with my vintage top. I ever posted about this outfit. Unbelievable that they can be mixed and matched! 

My new hat from Bali

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