Nourishing Friendship

Continuing life requires people to split into different path. Somehow their line will never cross again. To have a relationship in which favorable to anti bonding, there should be effort to make the bond stay. In parpis, I usually try annual meeting recipe and the frequent option is during the Lebaran.

It is very interesting event. We have reach a point in which my friend is now legal and allowed to drive his own car. It was only dream when we will travel with someone on the driving seat. It has been done now. Maybe we're still estranged in unrelatable universe but we still have common past.

The conversation around our junior high school life makes us realized how much time gone and how old we are. There are many things that change and sometimes it is a good one. In our JHS, there are a lot of brawl and life was difficult for us. There we are united as the odds around the odds. We know many people and we are usually the wallflower. We understand the condition of our friend and how we're treated badly. It is really time to accept there are many bad things have gone and how we have surf life and be together again.

My friend has understood my past ignorant self and how I cannot speak in understandable way with many people.

I understand how life was hard for my friend when she was bullied of her dancing career and her figure.

I understand how life was with my friend and her dramas.

We have come to term about what we have in past and what we have left. Still, we're still here with each other telling a whole new story of our different universe. The people we share joke with, is still the same people.I don't know what is ahead but thanks God, I still can befriend with these people.

Indeed time has changed.

For example, look how many ducklings have turned into fabulous ducks!

shoes- Nike Air Thea
Pants- Uniqlo
Hoodie Crop Tee- Stradivarius
Bag- En Ji

Life has splitted us and returned us back again.

What Happened When You're 17

So yep I'm 19 and I have just posted what happened in my 17 now.

Basically, mediocre teenagers in their 17 delegates what they called as SWEET 17. I was part of the hype and I can tell you 17 was by far one of the best year in my life, maybe rank first or second.
In my 17, I went to party a lot. I am nurtured as homegirl which is pretty conservative way to raise a girl. Precisely, since my senior high school day, I was liberated more than I had been.

I went to karoke a lot, partying study in friends house, making base, and coming home late. One of my close friends delegated her sweet seventeen next to notorious Jakarta bay. But it was late night, so no one bother to see the color of the water.

This one is the infamous scandalous photo. Well, I'm just making it up because they look good together.

Black Dress Never Does Wrong

Good morning fellas!

It seems blogger has become lesser option in this year especially with the growing community of instagram. I've started to notice that the flexibility of instagram has shifted flocks to there (including sponsorship and endorsement). However, I still have faith in blogging world as I think I can elaborate much more in a blog post than instagram. If you think you'll can reach me better in instagram, go follow my account @jesslare

Talking about fashion lately, It's safe to say LBD is a timeless option to be stylish. Several weeks ago. I attended a wedding ceremony in black dress, of course wishing no ill to the bride.

I have pretty weird body proportion. My upper body has low capability to store fat, resulting my slim arms, waist and breasts. But when it comes to my hip and buttocks, it gruesomely store excessive fat there than anywhere else. It makes my skin around them stretch out of limit. It become problem when I wear pants because there's thin available 'exactly' fit jeans. I have very small calf and it seems my middle body potrude out of line. It's not that I hate them or I'm not confident. I just have obsession to excellent proportion, and somehow it's a bit off.

To tackle it, I wear clothings which are capable to flaunt the good and fix the bad. LBD is the most attractive option. This is why I picked them in the store.

It reminds me of my old saying: don't wear beautiful clothes, wear clothes that make you beautiful. It sounds so superficial in this era but it's indeed still a good advice of picking outfits.

LBD-Zara
Golden rose sneaker-Nike
Glitter slingbag

By the way, if you're familiar with my instagram, you might realize my current business. I'm delegating synthetic biology conference in my university. That was such a good talk.
I also contributed in certain news platform. That platform is nice for attracting million readers, but pitifully it's hard for me to engage the readers on serious matter. I wrote several articles and the ratings are vary. It seems a dumbed-down, cognitive biased resounding type of article gets more views than educative ones.

It makes me sad.

How to wear: DENIM VEST

[BRIEF ANNOUNCEMENT]

That's right, I'm back from lengthy hiatus. My previous posts are not deleted yet, but I put it in draft as I think I need to evaluate my old thoughts (I'm pretty embarassed too as now I'm publicly open this blog to my acquaintance). 

First of all, I want to apologize. For every devoted blog readers, every annoyed bloggers, and every sponsors for my past actions, if it's not very convenient to you. I'm also sorry to anyone who tried to reach me via e-mail, I've changed it. Now you can contact me on jessillesilv@gmail.com

Pretty much, I have updated my links about me and sponsorship contact. I hope you all mind to reread everything.

My high school day totally worn me out, but it's worth it because I have changed a lot and learned a lot those days. Unfortunately the hectic schedule didn't allow me to post in this blog very much. I also don't promise much of numerous posts in my college life. As you see, I study engineering and I think it's pretty self-explanatory,

By the way, I'm not really out from fashion life, but I guess the direction of this blog will be different. It's not going to be only FASHION BLOG. I think it will be fashion and lifestyle, maybe my own thoughts on current issue.

If you're reminded, the last time I posted fashion I was like 14, now I'm 19 and still alive. 

I hope I can catch up with the latest trend, the latest issue, and everything in blogger world. I hope this blog will be better after the hiatus. I will fill the gap of 5 years in next feed

[FASHION PART]

Denim is not something that will get away from fashion any time soon. Lately, I bought a denim vest that I believe is no more than 10 USD. I am very excited to style it up to certain degree here as I have just worn it for several occasions.

The first one is during M's birthday surprise party. I wore it with pretty basic clothings available. 

I'm a fan of blue so I unconciously buy many blue jeans and left nothing but one white jeans. In this picture, you can clearly see that the color is not very different with the tank top. But my tank top is black, and the jeans are blue. Actually I recommend you to put on different colors, this style is in shortage of supply.

Me:
Buccheri shoes
blue jeans
black tank top
denim vest
koplo

Apparently you can also wear it with dress like how my friend, Ferent, wore it. As you can see, she mixed strapless dress with denim vest.

I like my denim vest. I liked the bleached end and I like the stud around the collar.

Yesterday, I got another occasion to wear my denim vest.

I call this style preppy with twist. What do you think it's better called?

white long sleeve shirt
Denim vest
Glittering straps bag
Silver bow
Nike Gold rose sneaker
black Miss Fox skirt

You can combine your weekly go-to-church look with denim to rock it even more. I also put on silver bow here. This silver bow is actually a company accessories for my v-neck shirt I wore here. But I like it better with this outfit.

it's a couple with mom

What may become twist is my Nike gold rose sneaker. I admit its color is extremely pretty. In my eyes, those can go well with my outfit.

As an engineering student, I'm not wearing this outfit very much to college, as I'm too lazy to pick up clothes in the morning. I went to my university by train, and it is pretty far. Not to mention my vast campus requires me to walk more.

I might write more about my college life soon!:p Stay tune