Showing posts with label fashion tags. Show all posts
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Tuesday, June 11, 2019

Nourishing Friendship


Continuing life requires people to split into different path. Somehow their line will never cross again. To have a relationship in which favorable to anti bonding, there should be effort to make the bond stay. In parpis, I usually try annual meeting recipe and the frequent option is during the Lebaran.

It is very interesting event. We have reach a point in which my friend is now legal and allowed to drive his own car. It was only dream when we will travel with someone on the driving seat. It has been done now. Maybe we're still estranged in unrelatable universe but we still have common past.

The conversation around our junior high school life makes us realized how much time gone and how old we are. There are many things that change and sometimes it is a good one. In our JHS, there are a lot of brawl and life was difficult for us. There we are united as the odds around the odds. We know many people and we are usually the wallflower. We understand the condition of our friend and how we're treated badly. It is really time to accept there are many bad things have gone and how we have surf life and be together again.

My friend has understood my past ignorant self and how I cannot speak in understandable way with many people.
I understand how life was hard for my friend when she was bullied of her dancing career and her figure.
I understand how life was with my friend and her dramas.
We have come to term about what we have in past and what we have left. Still, we're still here with each other telling a whole new story of our different universe. The people we share joke with, is still the same people.I don't know what is ahead but thanks God, I still can befriend with these people.

Indeed time has changed.
For example, look how many ducklings have turned into fabulous ducks!









shoes- Nike Air Thea
Pants- Uniqlo
Hoodie Crop Tee- Stradivarius
Bag- En Ji




Life has splitted us and returned us back again.

Saturday, January 12, 2019

My Journey at ASEP 2018




ASEP 2018 was a tough journey, yet it was very impressive for me.

I have always been very keen in participating international event, especially environmental and technological issue. I jolted in happiness when I was accepted to represent my university and rushed to prepare everything. However, it was not as smooth as I expected.

My biggest issue is my own insecurity and personality. It  is an uncomfortable experience for me to meet new people and build relationship as I am both shy and introvert. Due to my clumsiness, I usually behave oddly and give erronous impression to people around me. I am happy, despite lack of chemistry with my Indonesian team, they’re very welcoming and supportive during this event. I am very new to international event and conference. Many of my fellow Indonesians are experts! They are very experienced and mature to attend ASEP 2018! I  felt much more blessed to know I am given such opportunity to learn together with them.

The first day in Malaysia, I took up the big opportunity to explore Kuala Lumpur, a city 40 km away from ASEP ‘settlement’ in Putrajaya. The first dinner was very fancy and delightful for me. I wish I could take away all of them!
FAKTANYA banner UI keliling dunia sementara gue belom




Best make up so far
The second day in Malaysia was the first mark of my ASEP journey. We’re given enough time to prepare and pack to head University of Malaya. I was caught by surprise when we took extreme turn to the Rimba Ilmu Malaya before attending the opening ceremony. I acknowledge it was my own fault of not paying enough attention to schedule. It was both funny and exhilarating to go there, while some of participants were wearing high heels! Lucky me! I wore my usual pair of shoes.




fancy dinner



I talked with my teammate for the first time there, Ayoung from South Korea. She wore pretty dress and seemed very eloquent in making friends and chit chatting. We took some pictures there. I remembered we were discussing about the bamboo trees that was apparently different from Korean’s bamboos. However, as Indonesian, these bamboos are common sight. So I learnt new things about Korean bamboos which are actually different species than Southeastern species


After that we headed to Putrajaya wetland and maybe my favorite spot. First reason is, this wetland and the whole water management system in Putrajaya was very sophisticated. They took a great deal of engineering and architecture to design it. The emphasize of sustainability was very visible in Putrajaya wetland. 

The tour guide was very helpful and I asked a lot about the fish in that place. I am accustomed to this ecology as I learnt a great deal from Synbio club in my university. Recently, Indonesia had problem with Arapaima fish and we discussed thoroughly on that issue. As Putrajaya wetland is an open water area, it seems they’re not lacking from predatory problem that threatened the natural detritivor there. In Indonesia, they also used same tactic to control this invasive predator. They delegated fishing activity. Yet, Indonesian’s rivers are interconnected and has very complex structure, so there is no clear cut area to control their distribution. I was very sad not being able to share my insight on e-DNA to my group as it was one of the proposed idea we got in Synbio club.


The second most interesting spot is their perennial plant in the wetland cell. It was said to act as water filtration system that increased the lake water quality. I think this is a very interesting concept for Jakarta too. As Jakarta has very bad water quality in the river and its bay, bioremediation might be a good available solution. I discussed this study too on my paper but incorporating genetical engineering technology. I designed a cosmopolit bacteria that is able to reduce mercury waste and die on its own after finishing the mission. I am very happy to find out, at least, In Malaysia they have tried the first alternative.


After some visits, we’re allowed to take photos around Putrajaya destination spot. It was top notch and beautiful. This city is fantastic, no traffic jam, excellent water management, and breathtaking view! I got maybe the best selfie ever in this place!
I love my eyebrows....

First night, we got lecture on palm oil sustainability. I am grateful that I got opportunity to ask Professor Nik Meriam about her comment on how can palm oil be more sustainable. I guess the mechanical process improvement was a great insight to look at. After all, I believe palm oil plantation is not sustainable enough. Even though they don’t contribute so much on global warming, we shouldn’t look on the perspective of humanity alone, we know that rainforest is not only unknown treasure box for us, but a whole home and ecosystem for the dwellers. There are lot of biodiversity there. Rainforest is technically their ‘home’.



The third day in Malaysia, the quest is getting more difficult. We’re given some stuffs yesterday in goodie bag. Yet I threw away the shoes protection. I didn’t mind though for the dirt on my shoes though. So the tree planting activity was very exhausting! I was very happy that Ayoung, Van, Chen, and I made great gardeners! We managed to overcome the difficulty and plant, maybe, 6 until 7 trees. 

We were very enthusiastic after listening that our trees would be home for native fireflies. They would spend rest of their lives in our artificial ecology. 

In Malaysia, there are so many palm oil plantation. You can even see that from above. Giving a breath of fresh air for natural habitat would help a lot. Earth is not only our home anyway.

After that, we continued the journey to Crystal hotel to have lunch and listen the lecture. AEON business strategy aims for sustainability. Maybe, my favorite thing is how AEON really taking up such issue and delegating many tree plantings around the world(or specifically Asia!). 

However, the AC was very cold. Van and I agreed that we could not stay focus there. So Van took initiative to request for controlling the room temperature. What we got was way more surprising, rather than increasing the room temperature, they handled us blanket to wrap up together! Many participants must have envied us greatly!


After the lecture, we went a long way to FRIM. The crown shyness at FRIM was very beautiful. The location was pretty hard to reach as we had to hike a difficult path. It was sad that Ka Anggi could not witness the beauty as she was sick. We must be very lucky because during ASEP, the rain was very friendly and never came down during the trip!

Departing from FRIM, we headed to Shah Alam. We were going to visit AEON mall there. As being told, AEON mall is very attentive to the customer so they took up regional customer palatibility and preference into their account. Shah Alam was filled by Malay Muslims so the ambeience was more modest. The greatest regret about this tour was... Not enough time! I didn’t have enough time to eat and buy souvenirs at the same time. I would love to spend more time there. ASEP 2018 had a very tight and busy schedule. 


Like usual, the next day, the challenge was raised. I was very sad that time goes fast. So I remembered that we were set up to see some rubber process something or such, but unfortunately I didn’t know what happened, we didn’t do that. 

The peak of this day was the visit to Mah Meri cultural village. It was such a great experience as the style of trip was enjoyable. We’re not only being lectured but we could get involved. So after we arrived and wore a certain crown, we tried to make origami or anyaman in Indonesian. I am very poor at handicraft so it was so slow for me to digest the pattern to make keris, which looked like a piece of cake for Mah Meri villagers. My friends were also more talented as they quickly proceeded to another workshop.


The second workshop was sculpture. Of course, we’re not making stuffs alone but we were very satisfied back then. The museum was filled by many incredible handicrafts. They were aestethically gorgeous and listed by UNESCO as precious heritage. 

The most momentous event must be the wedding ceremony! It was very fun and unique. Ben the groom was such a funny man! The event became more cheerful when Mr Son from Vietnam showed his talent in dancing and being funny! As we joined the dance, it was very exciting time. Like usual, we must proceed and skip to another event.


The beach cleaning made me functionally useless. The beach location was very remote and it took 30 minutes or more to reach. The beach was arid and there were many washed away trash. Kakrona, my friend from Cambodia, was very high spirited in cleaning the whole shore. She even dug the trash from dead tree trunks. It was pretty short and we headed back again to bus. I was very nauseous as my visual snow syndrom attacked at the beach. It was very unpleasant moment for me.


After that, we returned to hotel. We have expected that night would be a long night. 

So we had a more urgent condition. The brainstorming during this session was more intense than before. However, I would say that this time was the most critical time for my own self development. I am told that usually I am too dominant and forceful on my idea. I could not fathom much of people’s feeling. So, as I have made priority, I would not try to aim as best group and such by over managing the detail during ASEP program. I tried to respect and value each idea of my team, despite my own opinion about it. I tried to convince people to improve their idea without being so aggressive. I was very exhausted and my body was not designed to overworking activity. Moreover, dealing social problem was not skill I could be proud of. So I was very displeased with the portion distribution. It might be the less I cared at that time as we haven’t found one ‘innovative’ solution to preserve rainforest.


I cared more on technological aspect yet the winning voice in my team was law and policy. I didn’t know where they belong as law and policy might be the last sanctuary I would prefer in my country. The implementation of law was flawed and very feeble in my country yet I need to find something in which I could feel happy and my friends are satisfied too.

As I was assigned to do the job on innovation, I think I worked it out very well. As spoiler alert! Group C didn’t get to be the best group, I felt satisfied enough as I managed to overcome my selfish desire and able to work in weirdly semifunctional group of ‘just-get-known-one-another’ team. I believe this was the first step for my self development and how I should tackle difficulty in group work. My idea was well received by my team and Ye Mahn aka David was very excited to refine, give input, and disseminate the idea to my other teammates, who were working on the background slides.

So we overworked indeed. I was very tired and unable to continue furthermore so I excused myself and went to my room. I told my friend to call me if there was anything urgent. Yet it seemed they worked well.

The next day might be the saddest time as we ought to bid farewell. So, the Sunday was more relaxed. We could take a bit sleep and went to UM after that. The presentation was mediocre yet I knew we did very well. The presentation was not as creative as anyone else, and our team didn’t put much spotlight on the solution. However, I assure, I was completely satisfied with my team and the result. We’re happy for the deserving team to win the best group.


tear jerking moment


The closing ceremony was EXTREMELY fun. It made us harder to leave and say goodbye to each other. My friends were even crying. We promised to keep in touch as my inner insecurity self told me: be careful how you loosely maintain your relationship. But, what I need to keep in mind is... I should put effort to our newly built relationship.


The performance form every country was exceptional. I was very nervous as my country might seem to be a wreckage. I performed a rather ‘out of my comfort zone’ show. I tried to pretend as a confident woman walking down the catwalk! Can’t you believe that?

The time flies. I returned to my home country. I brought all the feeling, knowledge, and especially, new friends along. I am very contented with this event. However, I wish ASEP should be longer so we could interact more and discussed more deeply.


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valuable things from ASEP 2018:
  •    I learnt that connecting with nature could increase our sensibility as part of ecology. I recalled that after the tiresome planting activity, some of my friends felt invested toward the trees they’ve just planted and mentioned how it would hurt them if someone cut the trees again. They realized that ‘building home’ was not easy task. Fireflies and all other living being are also part of our family in this earth. However, we usually feel indifferent toward them and act selfishly because we didn’t know them and didn’t interact with them. The more we share time with nature, a mutual feeling that we shared amongst living beings seeped into our conciousness. It will call for higher awareness on environmental issue
  •  I got new fantastic friends and learnt a lot from them. We’re so different yet Similar. I feel like being part of Asian brotherhood now!
  •    I learnt how to connect to people, to respect their idea, to build a good team, and work together. I feel refreshed to know that I did a good job in managing my group, even though we didn’t know one another initially and we’re from different country and culture.
  • I was able to contribute! I believe that how small changes I made will move the mountain one day. When I planted trees with my friend, we were making connection there, a mutual experience and investation, manifested in sweaty gardening activity. We will come back again and see the fireflies one day!
  • I learnt to appreciate everything that I had, something that I hardly noticed. Many stuffs that were originally come from nature and will return to it. My comfortable lifestyle is possible because of many sacrifice and exploitation. So, I learnt to treasure it, take care of it, and especially trying to repay it back.


Some things are memorable, including the ASEP and AEON team. You all rock! I will also not forget the hilarious photographer who asked us to say ‘ASEP’ instead of cheese. Here, we got you a meme already!

I tend to see ASEP 2018 as positive experience for me, not the whole packet of expectation yet will be memorable and useful for my future steps. 



Friday, January 5, 2018

What Happened When You're 17

So yep I'm 19 and I have just posted what happened in my 17 now.

Basically, mediocre teenagers in their 17 delegates what they called as SWEET 17. I was part of the hype and I can tell you 17 was by far one of the best year in my life, maybe rank first or second.
In my 17, I went to party a lot. I am nurtured as homegirl which is pretty conservative way to raise a girl. Precisely, since my senior high school day, I was liberated more than I had been.

I went to karoke a lot, partying study in friends house, making base, and coming home late. One of my close friends delegated her sweet seventeen next to notorious Jakarta bay. But it was late night, so no one bother to see the color of the water.






This one is the infamous scandalous photo. Well, I'm just making it up because they look good together.

Thursday, August 17, 2017

Black Dress Never Does Wrong

Good morning fellas!

It seems blogger has become lesser option in this year especially with the growing community of instagram. I've started to notice that the flexibility of instagram has shifted flocks to there (including sponsorship and endorsement). However, I still have faith in blogging world as I think I can elaborate much more in a blog post than instagram. If you think you'll can reach me better in instagram, go follow my account @jesslare

Talking about fashion lately, It's safe to say LBD is a timeless option to be stylish. Several weeks ago. I attended a wedding ceremony in black dress, of course wishing no ill to the bride.



I have pretty weird body proportion. My upper body has low capability to store fat, resulting my slim arms, waist and breasts. But when it comes to my hip and buttocks, it gruesomely store excessive fat there than anywhere else. It makes my skin around them stretch out of limit. It become problem when I wear pants because there's thin available 'exactly' fit jeans. I have very small calf and it seems my middle body potrude out of line. It's not that I hate them or I'm not confident. I just have obsession to excellent proportion, and somehow it's a bit off.

To tackle it, I wear clothings which are capable to flaunt the good and fix the bad. LBD is the most attractive option. This is why I picked them in the store.

It reminds me of my old saying: don't wear beautiful clothes, wear clothes that make you beautiful. It sounds so superficial in this era but it's indeed still a good advice of picking outfits.

LBD-Zara
Golden rose sneaker-Nike
Glitter slingbag


By the way, if you're familiar with my instagram, you might realize my current business. I'm delegating synthetic biology conference in my university. That was such a good talk.
I also contributed in certain news platform. That platform is nice for attracting million readers, but pitifully it's hard for me to engage the readers on serious matter. I wrote several articles and the ratings are vary. It seems a dumbed-down, cognitive biased resounding type of article gets more views than educative ones.

It makes me sad.

Friday, March 22, 2013

Phthalo Skies with Sammydress

Hello. I've just finished my school exams today. I feel so relieve to do my best... Well, after all these tests, I can see my weakness more obvious,I'm not neat(I think most of them have a very slight mistake, and It displeased me)  .

I'm so sorry for not putting too much effort in writting this blog, or even pouring ideas through literature. I will have been finished the national exams by May. So, I will put more attention here. I wish I can do better in national exam then.

By the way, This look(skirt and sweater) is sponsored by Sammydress! This online shop offers you great treatment that made me surprise! If you choose "ship today" products. It will take 3 days/ even a day to arrive! Faster than another!

Sammydress provides the best service for their customers, and friendly. You can ask your help through the interactive contact! The fabrics are well-made and high quality although it's not expensive!

What is more amazing? No-rip-off purchase for every product! The price is sooo cheapppp~ less than $20= cute dresses, skirt, sweater, etc
So hurry grab it here





hype me!
uhh Sorry I used exposure too much. I hate taking photos out there:s

Top and skirt :Sammydress
Sneaker: Champion


Thought about google reader and google friend connect:
I don't know about what is google reader before this information leaked out and warmed among bloggers. So, I searched information that is related with gfc/google reader will be shut down
From the information I got, Google will shut down google reader. I haven't found any official news about google will shut down gfc. If there is, please provide me the link at comment.

Now the next question: Is gfc =google reader?

First, let's discuss about blogger.Blogger is a blog-publishing service that allows private or multi-user blogs with time-stamped entries.It was made by pyralab then bought by google company. Every blog publishing service always provides a way to follow other blog.

In google, it's called as google friend connect followers. 

I doubt google friend connect is google reader, and if google reader were closed, I would still doubt that We will lost followers.

The first reason is because I think Google reader is different with gfc. Google itself never provides the difference between them so... I just concluded it myself. Here are some arguments I have. If I'm wrong, I'm sorry.
1. Blog reading list is different with google reader. When you open dashboard, there will be bloglist and a link about "read it via google reader". What does it mean? Does it mean that blog reading list is different with google reader? Have you ever clicked that button? 
2. Google reader was made 8 years ago and gfc was made in 2008.(check on wiki) In official google reader twitter @googlereader
They said: We're retiring Reader on July 1. We know many of you will be sad to see it go. Thanks for 8 great years!
Meanwhile gfc is only 6 years. I don't know about the followers third-party tool before it existed. I have used neither blog nor internet that time. If you have been blogging for more than six years, You may have the right information about the follower system those days.
3. Last year, Google via their google buzz tell that they have retired gfc for facebook,etc. They have retired another google apps too. Check it here
But according to this blog buzz : Those of you with the Google Friend Connect followers gadget can keep using it, if you like. We retired most of Friend Connect earlier this year, but we'll keep it running on Blogger for the foreseeable future.
4. Subscribe in google reader doesn't mean follow one's blog via gfc. I have tried it with random personal blog. But if you followed via bloglist, you would be one's gfc follower.


It's just my opinion.We will know whether google reader's shutting down affects gfc/blog followers or not on July. In order to anticipate/keeping in touch of the worst thing, I have imported my following via bloglovin. 

For you all with good will to stay in touch, you can follow me via bloglovin too(see at my sidebar/the end of this post).What a pity, we can't see our followers there but if we know our followers' links, we can check their followings. 

There are lookbook and google+ followers on my sidebar if you are still afraid of losing your following ;)
But I wish the gfc won't go. I have just started blogging for a year!


Saturday, March 2, 2013

Oh Mr. Rabbit

Hei everyone!

So sorry for a late post again. I'm going to face many examinations in March until April. Wish me luck! And please forgive me if I don't reply your comment soon

Nah,This is inspired by my practical English Exam: story-telling. I chose Alice in Wonderland but I made its own twist-plot story. If you mind to check, here is the link of the comic version of my story: MRRAA

Do you know that my latest dress here is sponsored by cozbest!

Please check their web to see their lastest dress! There are many hot and high-quality items there. I'm also very happy when I received this parcel~

Wow, so cute! That's my first impression

I will tell you a bit about cozbest!

It's a worldwide website for fashion-forward offers clothing, jewelries, accessories and shoes for fashion women.. They will increase your confidence from distinctive and judgmental society!
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Now, Come accross to their web and shop!

Whoops! Where's Mr Rabbit? Oh, it's in my grab
UMMM? Is this a wonderland?
"she looks sleepy!"
BAM! she fell asleep

One more thing, this dress is so comfortable to wear. Thanks to cozbest

I will have a break for posting now, and please wait for me :) Hope you all a good day!
By the way here is the winner of the latest giveaway( I have sent you e-mail since some days before!)

The glasses : luckybaby115@seznam.cz
The vouchers : gabus1217_8@hotmail.com and  lincenegra_dobem@hotmail.com

Congrats dear! Everyone still have another chance to win another giveaway! Don't worry

Saturday, November 10, 2012

REMEMBERING

I was going to start my story. Recent days, I went to SVD'S HOMESTEAD for a spiritual retreat with my friends. It is a very beautiful place

Actually we all can't wait any longer for this trip. I have prepared for it.


just a little promotion for a DKNY jeans.


need 2 bags

We were estatic about this event! We went there by bus. We reached the place in 2 hours. We were really amazed with the place and the interior. The scenery was really beautiful. it didn't look like we're in Indonesia. Indonesia has been really beautiful but the master plan of the urban area seems ruin that. 
THIS IS DIFFERENT , not too natural actually but not too modern. The weather is good and not too hot like in Jakarta. It's quite silent and cool. A little remote place for meditation
because words cannot describe beauty, here are some photos of heaven on earth
the place we stayed for 3 days!

101, a dalmation or Lol room?



going for a walk to "BETLEHEM" with crocs.

hmmm is it a retreat house?



I just love trees


an English style house

how my friend having fun by taking pose


"white house" this the hall of meeting



garden
"the station of the cross" or via dolorasa
They were taken in the last day. Thank you so much for the amazing time and lessons here!
Actually it's all about self-projection toward a successful future( for students now it means to pass the UNAS well).

All events here are inspiring but the only reason it's disturbing is the "crying session" We were gathered in room and then we heard a true story about us against our parents. 
Many friends of mine were crying. hummm It doesn't mean I'm senseless or don't love my parents but I think parents always want their children smile. How can we make them smile if we're crying babies?
Don't cry here and regret but improve my attitude toward them and say sorry. Keep them smiling and do not hurt them.
Better than cry now and do the same thing again toward your parents.

By the way here me with my newest photoshoot.




nothing much to say but this is a blend between feminine and masculine. Ah really hope this jacket my from leather. I think it will rock more.


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